verity's correspondance book

reactions and lil posts

spoilers ahead

[edit: I was clearly distracted and forgot to give some explanation]

I have unfortunately developed a bit of a fixation on Good Omens.

Sorry.

If I knew theology and Calvinism etc better I would have loads MORE to say about it. So I hope everyone is very grateful about this.

Basically I realised I am, despite everything, an Aziraphale.

Anxious to do the right thing, avoidant, don't always get social cues, wears the same clothes for years... (though not for centuries) Always looking for lifts from people. I love food. I create a routine, if I don't have one, and seek comfort. And yes, sometimes to my detriment, but

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Spoilers for S2E5-6

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Some complain that Aziraphale's Regency-type ball was a form of manipulation: a miracle of unexpected, unwarranted intimacy. As if giving the Whickber St traders party clothes wasn't enough, he miracles their emotions and even their movements. Intrusive. Not very angelic.

As if one of the themes of Good Omens, and Gaiman's and Pratchett's works in general, isn't autonomy. Throughout Good Omens, Aziraphale particularly struggles with the moral quandary of autonomy vs best interest – sometimes a triangle of autonomy/best interest/God's will. (Now this is starting to sound like work.) Is it really so out of character for any of the divine/ethereal beings to sacrifice human autonomy to achieve their own aims? Crowley and Aziraphale may love humanity enough that they might think twice before doing it, but they still do that often enough.

Was the ball beyond the pale? Well, it was a situation with dubious consent. Aziraphale probably got carried away. If the entire series was distilled to a point, though, rarely is an action purely one thing or another. It was a darker shade of grey than the angel usually inhabits, and a particularly exuberant demonstration of their tendency towards escapism/illusion. (Oh, Mr Fell and his amazing tricks...)

#tv #goodomens

on a recent camping trip, a friend brought her (excellent, adorable) dog

the whole weekend, most of us got to hold him while his human e.g. went to the toilet, eat some grapes

most of us reached out a hand to stop a puppy from venturing into the campfire

in return of course we had the acquaintance of this excellent dog

taking care of each other as a community is so nice though!!

just re-discovered my tumblr, along with discovering a new bookmarking app

this means I'm flicking through years of posts and reposts

I used to be the type of person that read thousand-word-long reflective essays (I use this term lightly) about how a med student met a patient and it Changed Them Forever

and write about the lectures I was having

(I stopped using that tumblr when I went into clinical years)

I'm such a very different person now

diamine sepia, Lamy Al-Star (B)

diamine emerald, Jinhao 992 (F)

rohrer + klingner verdigris, twsbi eco (B)

parker quink blue-black, parker ??? (M)

diamine syrah, Lamy Safari (A)

#currentlyinked

Diamine Disdainful Damson in Kaweco Sport (BB)

R+K Verdigris in Lamy Al Star (F)

Diamine Pumpkin in TWSBI Swipe (F)

Diamine Sepia in Pilot Metropolitan (M)

in which I try to like the Swipe, again, and don't. Just give me wet nibs all day and I'll stop talking about it, I promise!

Also found a leak, which I think localises to a Jinhao converter. The Faber Castell Grip is now subtly maroon thanks to Diamine Syrah.

#currentlyinked

  • Inkheart
  • Layer Cake (2004) – A very young Daniel Craig plays a hired killer who wants to go clean, also Colm Meaney and Burn Gorman
  • Die Hard 2 (1990)
  • The Wonder
  • Kung Fu Hustle – a true classic
  • A Man of Action – Spanish heist thriller
  • I Came By – a graffiti artist chances upon a horrifying secret in a rich man's basement
  • Arrival
  • The Post-Truth World – Taiwanese drama about media circus surrounding a murder case
  • Patch Adams
  • Primal Fear
  • 1408
  • The Last Full Measure

I've never seen Tilda Swinton play a woman character in a traditionally feminine role, but this was... different.

I think the plot is famous enough – troubled teen with a tendency toward violence. Was not surprised that the kid in question turns out to be basically a youtuber with a toxic following.

So predictably it shows child abuse, has terrible depictions of mental illness and fatphobia, and is really ableist as well.

Would... not watch again. Not even because it was particularly horrifying, but because of everything else that comes with it.

#movies #childprotagonist #womanprotagonist

Diamine Syrah in Lamy Al Star (B)

Diamine Kelly Green in TWSBI Go (1.1 stub)

R+K Fernambuk in Parker (M)

Campo di Marzio blue in Faber Castell Grip (M)

The Kelly Green is a very fresh, bright colour, but continues to be incredibly wet. Keeps splashing in my pen cap and feathering and bleeding all over the place.

#currentlyinked #fountainpens

finally watched Top Gun, mainly because my volunteering mates love it for some unknown reason

I mean, I get why now

currently inked (backdated)

Diamine Damson in Lamy Al-Star

Diamine Ruby Blues in Hero 330

R+K Fernambuk in Parker

Diamine Festive Joy in TWSBI Go

Some new inks coming, and a new Jinhao!

#pens #inked